Lately, I have been thinking about how weird life is because nothing is like I thought it would be right now. The fact is, though, that life is always crazy, but if we knew what was going to happen, life would be boring! The more I thought about it, I realized that I am glad that life is so different because I am kinda boring on my own, so it’s better off if I just let life happen without trying to make everything happen my way. Besides, usually when I try to get everything to happen the way I think is best, I end up screwing it up by trying too hard.
I get so impatient about things. There are some things that I really look forward to in life, but there are other things that I know I am not going to want to end, like when friends graduate and move on with their lives. The thing I need to remember is that college is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I need to make the best of every little moment I have left of it. I want to be more adventurous. Sometimes I live life taking the safe path too much. I have the rest of my life to be responsible and make good decisions. When we are young, we need to make dumb decisions every once in a while! I will still be responsible of course, but I need to live in the moment and just embrace the life I am living and the opportunities I have been given.